Beth's Journal

Ugh. Life has been... a thing the past couple weeks.

I started dealing with some shortness of breath and feeling like my heart was pounding while just sitting at my desk - and it looks like the culprit may be my ADHD meds. I reached out to my doctor's office about it, and got the ever so helpful response of "stop all ADD meds until next appointment" - so I'm off my meds until next month. Time to drag out all those old coping mechanisms I used to use before I got diagnosed and on medication, wheeeee.

On top of that, poor Hannah has an ear infection and a claw bed infection in both her dewclaws, and I had the joy of learning how to give a cat pills and eardrops for the first time in my life! (And the first time in Hannah's life, too, since she's been pretty damn healthy up until now.) She's also got elevated liver levels, and her white blood cell count is high (probably due to her infections), and I'm a stupid anxious mess over my old baby cat. She hates it every time I put ear drops in, and won't let me go near her for like a half hour afterwards, which makes me feel bad. She hasn't gone poop in two days, either, and is dealing with a little nausea from the antibiotics, so I have to go pick up more medications for her after I get done with work today.

I need a break from life. Can I do spring break over again, please?