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So many of you commented when I posted that internet suicide note that I decided that even if I do get rid of my online presence - like AIM, twitter, and all that jazz (yes, even facebook) - I'll still stay here on Dreamwidth. You're all very wonderful, and it's nice to know that others understand what I'm going through.

Today is strange. (Well, so was last night.) I've been inspired by [personal profile] wyldbutterflies and how they've not only quit caffeine, but sugar and flour as well, so I hopped on the quitting unhealthy things bandwagon and have given up caffeine. I've been decaf since Sunday! And oh lord, I am SO VERY TIRED. But this is to be expected. Anyway. I have a story to tell. I went to bed at - *gasp* - 7 pm last night. And I woke up around 8 pm, watched an episode or two of Bones, and fell back asleep. But I woke up this morning at 5:30. And I'm awake. I mean, really awake. None of this sleep-deprived zombie crap. It's sooo weird to feel so awake!

It's also so weird to look out the window at 6:30 am and see it getting darker outside. I mean, I know we're supposed to have thunderstorms, but this early? Ridiculous. And strange.

I hope I'll still be feeling awake when 5:00 tonight rolls around. I've got a babysitting job - and for some rather energetic (at least, that's how I remember them) and not bratty kids! I haven't babysat for Elwood and Elizabeth in forever - I wonder if they'll remember me. I also hope that Carl and Anders' mom calls me to babysit them- they're friends with Elwood and Elizabeth, and I love those kids. The last time I babysat for Carl and Anders, we all clustered on the couch together and played Pokemon and Mario Kart. :D
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Morgan came back again in the wee hours of Tuesday morning, and left in the not so wee hours this morning. His original flight was having complications with ice in the engine, so he opted to take a later flight that left this morning, and he could even be back in San Francisco right now.

For someone I'm not dating, I sure miss him a lot. Definitely a lot more than I thought I would. He's unlike anyone I've ever met. I won't lie, I cried this morning after he left.

Today's been quiet, for the most part. Finished putting together my room, and put my little closet together... spent a little time with Bryan, and supervised William doing his Latin homework. I also fought with Rosetta Stone for a bit, trying to get the language packs to work. Ugh. Gonna have to ask Morgan how he got them to work when he gets home, if he's not ridiculously jet lagged. Tomorrow I have to go down to campus to take care of a few things, hopefully that'll be a good distraction.

I'm ridiculously exhausted. I don't think falling asleep at 1 am, waking up at 5, going back to sleep at 7, and waking up at 10 helped at all.

I've been borderline anxiety attack-y at some points today, too. Ugh. Maybe I should just get some sleep. Wish I could borrow Oatmeal (one of Kit's dachshunds) to cuddle. Kukui (the other doxie) would probably just piddle in my bed, like she did on my floor this morning, if I took her to cuddle...

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